lets take a breather!

Okay so girls know how worked up we can get! its horrible but it is what it is! so tell me WHY today i woke up thinking that it was going to be a great day. I was ready to charge at the world! But lately that seems to be hard for me to do or get. I'm not a very personal person with anyone, but i feel as though its time to let some things out. The real reason i chose this topic was to reflect my own personal experiences that i Thought i was over, but obviously am not. Something inside me isn't right, something is bothering me. I went from wanting a long lasting relationship,to being brutally dumped on Christmas, to a friends with benefits sort-of-thing (its basically innocent in the sense of sexual activity because I'm not quit involved in that yet). Anyways, i'm not fully happy and as much as i don't want to admit it but i think i'm still hurt and hung up from the past. I guess what i'm trying to say  is that what i have learned to far from all the hurt that i have felt and seen, is that time is the best remedy for a broken heart. Not a new guy or a new absurd hobby, JUST TIME.